its been more then a month since i last blogged xD
cause my com is dead and i just got my laptop on tue so
now i am back blogging alot of things have change and some changes
is really not that bad after all.

hehe guess where i am now STARBUCKS

wow it been a super long time since i last blog
nvm abt that i have been sick and i just finish awards camp 2009 last
week wow i haven had a hike for along time and it was fun having to hiked with
the sec 1s so small yet keep pushing on and that really something nice to c how the
sec 1s can be push to a new lvl and its good to c that happening in the BB.

i really miss hiking suddenly it remind me of obbd that place is where i hiked in the
forest for some reason i still like that place and it still have that strong roots in my heart
maybe its because of all the stupid thing we do over there mah but now all that is left
is pic and memory sad but that is life.

wow i sound so emo but i am not i am just missing the things i have lost and just maybe i
should let all the past be the past haha nvm abt that.

after the camp when out with audrey to do a HALF and HOUR shopping but in end it became
a 5hr shopping time and i was like half dead and yet i keep moving i also dont know how i did it
but it was crazy and fun.

the next day i was like crap i cant walk + i am sick wow its the worst feeling ever man totally shack to the core but later it got better and i when out with her and it was a time of sharing
i kind of open my heart and share my life with her and i haven done that for a long long time
and it feel really great ILU my gosh i say it out man i haven told her that before but i guess she know dont really say i love u so much now adays i am doing it not by word but by action and i find that better. i guess haha

that all for now

sorry haven got the time to blog the past few weeks but i got
now. haha

thing have been going very wonderful for me.

1st my bday when super well i had my darling,my BB boys and alot of other ppl
i cant rmb that make my birthday a super wonderful wan.its been sometime since
so many ppl give me such a wonderful bday thanks man.

2nd sch have been stressful cos exam have been going on this past few weeks and
there have been lots of test and i somehow almost cant make it but i did it with the
strength of god.

3rd was ytd farewell it was very fun and dity cos we played stupid games and i enjoy
alot and it damn fun and everything when very well and its good but the sad part is that
i know i am going to miss the sec 4s cos is them that i am close too in bb but now i kind of
lost them and thats sad but i hope the ppl there some of them would be primers and i am
really going to pray about it.


i here by wan to thank everyone in and out of my life and of cos GOD he is the 1 and only 1 that
can make all this work out for me and i thank him for that.

last Monday 9am my grandmother pass away i haven been blog for the past week due to alot of factor and a its has been very busy for me and my family the whole wake started on monday and ended on wed and the next day i have exam and its have been a tiring week and emotion also very hurt.

after all this time i have learn that God is really powerful and he have really bless me and my family the whole time at the wake. sorry really tired i just cant blog anymore idk why but i hope i can be back to me before everything has happen.

now i trust the lord more then before he have given
me the will to stay strong and holding my family together
and alot more things.

today my grandmother is on oxygen tank cos she cant breath
by herself anymore and the doc say she only got 3 day left but
somehow is have been through more then 3days and its by GOD
graces that she have live so long.she should have been long gone
its my god that she have till this day and even i know that i am
going to miss her but i also know that she is with the LORD and
is safe and she will be enjoying there.

things have been tiring for my family and myself but we all believed
that god is looking after us from wherever he is.

ppl reading my blog pls help to pray for my family and my grandmother
thank u so much.

today is the 3rd day and i am still waiting no longer worried or sad over the whole thing
cos God is in control and just holding on HIS words and trusting full.today i cant visit my
grandmother due to the pig flu and singapore is on orange light now so my mother just
wanted me to stay home and rest after been so tired from all the thing and studies and
so i obey my mother.

today did nothing much just sleep alot,study abit and did some praying for my whole family.
that is my day.

ppl out there that have read my blog pls help pray for my family,grandmother.
thank u all so much.

Ydt my dad call me halfway of my class that my grandmother is in criteria stage
and she may just leave for GOD house anytime and i rush down and i was really
scare,worried and lost at first but after praying at the hospital suddenly like god has
spoken to me that he is in charge i should not be feeling this way and he just let me
clam down and i somehow felt a strong peace in my heart and i stop being scare,worried
and lost.

after that seeing my grandmother till around 7pm i got send home by father cos that next
day i still got sch but at that moment i was ready to leave and i came back home and after
bathing i when to my room and pray for very long but i kind of lost track of time and i kind
of talk to God and after praying i somehow was ready that my grandmother is leaving and
i should not be sad but to be re joying in his name cos my grandmother is in his house and
that somehow make me feel super happy and relive.

so after that i when to bed and sleep.

Today when i reach sch and i just when into the classroom and my CA came and told me
that i was going to study at SP from next term on and i was totally shock cos i nv thought
that i can study poly while studying at ite and this was new i am kind of the first few to try
it out.

ppl out there i hope that after reading can help me pray for not only my grandmother but my whole family thank u for praying.

GOD Bless all of us