Monday, March 31, 2008
9:55 PM
Yo today i when to told the somebodyoff i told him stop putting YT nameand guess wat he told me his msn gothack wat a loser MSN can get hackbut i told him go change by wed orhe will pay and then i wan to tellwat i did to YT but she never onlineso i think i tell her trm in sch .damn it i change my choice againbecause of shane he said that iskuming so i think over againso i put Cambodia as my 2ndchoice and some of my last yearobs friend is going to Cambodiatoo so i think is ok i told some ofmy close friend i hope they can putCambodia too.today i have think about the upcomingaward camp that is happening on the 16 june-18 juneit is my first camp i nid to take up to plan and then laterrun the whole camp it is damn stress i going to tell the officerthe whole planing on 9 april the date is damn close but stillgot alot of thing haven done i hope i can push back the datebut cannot the officer say the camp is very close i nid to workfaster to get most of the thing done .sian my last year still got to do so muchwork i total hate this but i dont have achoice i have to do if not who will doif i dont do it ?
Sunday, March 30, 2008
10:24 PM
yo how is ur day
my day is quite
boring like yesterday
but i when out to have
to have a damm nice
dinner with my family
i haven have a good time
eating with my family 4
the past 2 week my father
have been working over night
today he finial finish his job
than we when 4 super nice at
a nice place but the food there
is not very nice maybe i am
to stress up with my bb work
and sch work so i find the food
there is not very nice but my
whole family find nice so nvm
i going along with it .
shit i have a big problem trying to
make a choice 4 my service learning trip
damm it is super hard but i talk some of my good
friend so i make a hard choice by putting
Thailand (kanchanaburi) as my first choice and
China (kuming) as my second choice
i take 2 day to make the super hard choice i hope all
the ppl going there is my friend and i know them
but i dont so but i still hope so.
Trm is the day i got a few test i never study
4 it i hope i can pass beacuse i going to sch
early to study i hope the last min study can
help me my or maybe a A1 with abit of luck
u all better wish good luck.
Saturday, March 29, 2008
10:11 PM
damm it i got a call from YT
about something then i got
damm piss i feel like wacking
the asshole up la but than YT
told me not to so i think over
it and i dont wan to get in
to trouble and + that kind
of ppl dont even need worth
to bash up they only make
my hand unclean but i will
do it if he dont stop 4 i will
protect all my good friend
in time of nid that is wat i told
all my good friend.
beside all the unhappy thing
happen today there is some
happy thing that happen
to me today i when to BB
HQ to buy my cross belt
and i no nid to pay i brought
my mother along so she help
me to pay by the way it cost
S$80 the whole set.
and i went 4 a buffet lunch
with my mother and then
i when home .
ya today is is kind of boring
and angry ya u all may thing
that my day sux but pls
remember that "life is alway unfair"
ya i got that comment from one
of my officer on friday .
damm i hope that trm is
a less boring day 4 me and
all my friend that is reading
my blog now .
take care
bb
Friday, March 28, 2008
8:59 PM
damm i hate today
i got alot of bad new
from officer damm it
i lost one of my new award
member damm it i wish
i did have to be like this
i wish the clock can turn
back to 2007 NDP when
i can have fun with my
sec 3 boy joke like nobody
is going to care damm it
this year is my last year
and i got so many post in
BB i feel it the wall is closing
me down and is like going
to DIE due to much stress.
but out all the bad new there
is a good from mr.sim that
finally i can have a officer
to help to run fund raising
and a primer too finally
i am not a lone i can depend
on someone that is more
power that me 4 too
long i am fighting the thing
alone till i feel i gaving up
and dump all the thing there
and then leave with out caring
4 anyone but when i see my boys
working so hard i tell myself must
not gave up no matter how tried
am i but i have not tell anyone
about this is my first time tell
anyone about this .
O ya today i saw ghim peng at sch
and i told him to come 4 BB he never
come never mind but he still stay in
sch and do stupid thing and mixing
with the sec 2i and act like a small kid
and to the extant i feel like KILLING
him he is a bloody asshole and stalker
damm it wat the hell is he good at??
he sux at his study and he like to
stalk fiona_gf and act like he is
so man by mixing with sec2
damm he is childish and never
grow up.
sorry if i have writing to much
"damm it" pls forgave me
i very angry today .
Thursday, March 27, 2008
10:11 PM
Ya finally i got the service trip form
i am damm confuse with where to
go some said wan to thailand and
then some china i super confuse
damm it i hate it to be lost not
sure where to go but i think
going anywhere is going to FUN
haha
Shit i have bloody lot of date line
to meet + the heavy study load
i am going to die soon i hope
that all this can faster go
away but i dont think so
i am 125day till handing up
my d&t work to MOE damm
is closing on me damm it i am
freaking stress .
i have alot of test next week
damm it i feel like skipping
school next week but i still
got to do all the damm it
test after i come back
sian i hope someone
can help me to take
all my test .
trm is CE movie day
i is going to be fun because
i know i alot of ppl work very
hard so i think it is going
to be very nice and i hope
they dont screw up trm
may the Lord bless them
wat ever they nid to do
well.
GOOD LUCK CE PPL
oi take are all of u reading my
blog i hope u enjoy it and the thing
i post is all word from my heart.
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
10:11 PM
stress alot of homework damm it
i forgot to do during the sch holiday
haha nvm i am 90% done
today i went 4 the NCO meetingl till 5pm
damm sian we got to update the company
on wat we have done and wat we haven do
yet and i have to gave a update on award camp
and fund raising because am i am the IC damm it
my life sux and today the sec 3 join the meeting
super stress i try not to make a fun of myself
after the meeting i feel damm relive and my
new member of the award come and ask me stupid
thing and i just walk away i feel abit bad but i think
they can understand .
O ya i remember wat joshua tang did during the meeting
he make a fool out of himself i dont wan to post because
i think he will kill .
shit i let some of my classmate found out of my blog
beacuse i was blogging in class at the computer lab
shit i feel like changing my URL but i damm lazy
O ya today i finish reading the report writen by
MR .HO and MRS .HO i found out that mrs ho
hand writing is damm messy i cant read her
hand writing i have to ask jacob to help me
to read if u wan to see it u can come and find me
i can show u i bid u faint when u see it .
so this is my day .
bb
take care
c u trm
haha
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
10:19 PM
Today i did my nafa test i fail my pull-up
a bit sad but i nvm i pass the rest of them
and than i when back home abit tried
so i rest and than i fall asleep :D
i woke up at 8pm than i start to
to my homework and i start to
do my BB work i got alot of in
BB damm it Joshua he bloody
slack i take up most of his
work load and than i got my
own load i hate do the BB work
Joshua like to wait till the last
min to finish his work the way
he do work make me very
worry.sian my day sux but my friend
are there to make me happy
O ya i nearly forget today
i feel sad i saw two of my classmate
fighting when i saw that my heart feel like
like cutting into half the pain i hate
the most i here by i will pray for
both them that they will forgave
each other and that they dont
hate each other and be back as
friend again but i don't so but
i really hope so maybe u all think
i am thinking very naive but this is
what i am deep down shit.
lastly the stress that is in increasing
everyday due to the mid-year exam
+
the heavy work load of BB that is killing
me
pls someone tell to how to stop
all this STRESS in MY LIFE
i feel like all this thing is kill
ME
GOD TELL ME WHAT TO DO???
HELP ME I REALLY NID YOUR
HELP.
Monday, March 24, 2008
10:15 PM
HOME
yo so how is ur day
i damm happy
i am going to finish my founder award application
and i am going 4 the highest award i can get
but i look like very hard + i damm tried of
BB i got to hand up my application by
15 of april which is 2 more week
from now i nid to do it
but it is damm lot
of work to get la. if i get founder
i will be the first NT to get founder in
Fairfield so i hear than i damm happy
but at the same time i have to keep
up with my school work so hard to
keep both thing working at the same
i wish that i can faster finish BB so
i can have more time to study
i nid to get all a1 told YT and
she said i can if i work hard
but it is going to be damm
hard but i will try
ok thx YT i will work hard
and u must work hard to
ur target of below 9 point in L1R5
jia you 4 u and me
hahaha
9:19 AM
School
Yo i am blogging in school now
in the CPA lab guess wat i doing
in the come lab ?
i am doing the GCE N CPA now
damm sian so i start blogging
i am almost done with my CPA
so i dare to blog now but still
got i a few more thing to do
i got 5 more week to hand up
my work to moe and i damm
sian i hope it is faster over
and i hope to A1 for my cpa
u can see my finish website
by May i will be posting
by than pls comment on
the website ok
later than i tell u more
see at night i will post
later
bye bye i have to go now
MR .HO is coming
BB
Saturday, March 22, 2008
11:00 PM
Ya i got promoted after
one year of waiting
and hard work finial get promoted to SSGthe wait to get promotedis super long and tried some time i feellike gaving upbut my good friendspush me and helpme in all wayso with out allmy good friend i will not be promotedtoday so now i am goingto said that the rank SSGdont belong to me but toall my good friend whohas help me even the
friend that help me
very little i will remember
all of u and I will do my best to
help all my good friend
in need so if u need help
u can come and find me .Friday, March 21, 2008
3:19 PM
TODAY IS GOOD FRIDAY
Today is the day Jesus die on the cross 4 us
that make me super sad feel like crying
after watching "passion of the Christ "and reading
john 3.16 - For god so loved the world that he
gave his one and only Son that whoever
believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.
this verses hit me very badly i nearly cry in front of
all my church friend but i control my tear and
i went back home and i start bloging
every Good Friday i would feel
very low because i know someone
has die in my place on the cross
i think alot of my church friend
have the same feeling as
me so after this good friday
u know more about me
keep reading
my blog
to know
me
more
pls remember that today the SON of GOD has die for
as on the cross and remove all our SIN .
Thursday, March 20, 2008
11:19 PM
Yo how is ur
day ?
My day rox 4 i done quite well
4 mine last term
4A1 and 2 A2
but i wan
all
A1
today i chat with my most positive friend YT
she told me to work hard
>.<