today i when out with tze fook to have breadfast and he came to my house
to use my computer and then he left i when to bath and i when out again
to meet glen and sheng wei and we sat at startbuck and drink coffee and
we chat and chat we spend about 1hr in that place and than i when to
subway to eat my lunch at guess wat time is it 4.30 it is like super
late to eat lunch la then i came home at 6.30 and my mum ask me to
eat dinner i was super full after that subway meal so i skip my dinner
i think i cant sleep very well tonight and i going to sleep on the plan and
the bus PIG

OYA i cant blog for the next 7 days i will be blogging on the
2 of june haha i wish all my friends going oversea a safe trip
and my friends staying in Singapore happy holiday haha
take care home to see u all soon

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Sian i over sleep today and miss my sunday sch and i when out to bike
at the near by park and it was quite fun i haven been biking for a damn
long time i enjoy my bike and my music and after that i when to the
food court to have my lunch and after that i when home to bath and start
to chat and search song to put into my mp3 so that i can hear on plane and
bus over at Thailand .

Haha i started to pack my bag for my trip and sian i got so many things
to buy waste alot of money sian i have one more day to pack up all my things
i hope i can pack up all my things by trm ^^

trm i will be go to have a drink with glen mok and sheng wei i hope i dont go
emo and i haven been quite happy and i found a new song.



Natasha Bedingfield - Pocketful Of Sunshine lyrics


Natasha Bedingfield - Pocketful Of Sunshine lyrics

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i spend my time with my friends today and
came home and sleep and do my homework
and online that is my day how is ur day??
haha
take care
and bb

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Labels: turing point

EMO DAY

today when to sch with a emo mood i was damn tried and alot of
problem keep coming and still have to study and i am kind of in
the hoilday mood and i bloody lot of homework and alot of
thing is going on yesterday and so today i am kind of emo
and i hate to be in that mood btu somehow i always go in
to that and it sux and i feel like cutting but i found out
my pen knife is in my locker and i cant find anything that
i can cut with so i did not cut and i when on with my other
lesson and it sux and after sch i when to watch speed racer with
yiting and the movie was ok la i like the end and i did not really
enjoy my movie maybe my emo mood is making me .

after that i wanted to go and but something but i forgot and yiting
was rushing home and so i when to the bus stop to wait for my bus
to come and my bus came first and i when on the bus to go home
and i wanted to meet my mum to but my thing and i spend alot
of time in that stupid shop and i final bought wat i wanted and so
we all when for dinner when i reach home was 10.45 damn late
and tried and i stared to view ppl blog and i when to view yiting
blog and she ask me to stop emo-ing but sometime is not i wan
but i have no chose and i am force and into going to it and it totally
sux .

anyway yiting thx for
watching speed racer
with me and i will try not
to be so emo
and take good care of
urself .

i will stop here 4 now





my life sux to the core


damn sian i am staying at home the whole day to rest my
bloody back my back is hurting like crap because of the
d&t on friday and i have to bend down the whole 4 hr
and now back is freaking pain and my mum make me
rest the whole day and now it still hurt like crap but
better than yesterday and i hope i can make on tue
to watch and i hope by than my back is not so pain
trm i am catching a midnight movie with my mother
ya midnight movie i dont why i like i just love it and
it rox to watch it and i am going with my mum to have
a good chat to and it have been a long time since i have
chat with her and everytime i have a bad fight with she
will bring me out and have a good chat maybe it is time
to have a time to heal back our wound .
i will stop here if not i will go in to emo
mode and i dont wan to be emo haha.

take care and
god bless u

YO today i in a damn happy mood because alot of good
thing happen haha
i got 1st in classs
and i am going to
get founder award and
and i with out with my good friends
to have my brithday and thx u all so
much and i enjoy the whole day thx


today i meet up will jia yu ,kah heng and shi kai
and we all when to vivo to watch the forbidden
kingdom its quite nice and i enjoy the movie and
after that when to the open area at the top and we sat
there chat and this is wat we saw















i love the sky and its so nice and than
we when to mac to have dinner and
and kah heng go but a slice of a cake
without me knowing and they all sang
a birthday song 4 me in mac and we all
share a slice of cake and i was damn fun
and i enjoy myself although it was i simply
birthday at least i dont have to spend my
brithday in obs and i have my best friend
with me haha happy day ^^
although i am look a bit emo but i am happy
haaha^^












thank u so so much my old pals

i damn happy today i got 93.3% for cpa and i got 80% math
i am damn freaking happy la but after sch i meet up with
my fund raising member and i ask joshua tang to go cut
his hair and i told him i am going to tell yiting about this
and i really go tell her and she said she is going to do some
thing about it so i am quite happy i haven been chatting with
her for quite a few days i am damn freaking busy la and alot
things to and alot of my good friends i haven been chatting
i am feeling sorry for not spending time with them and sorry
my good friend and pls take care ok.

i got alot of thing to blog but i damn lazy today so
that it and trm is my birthday and i am damn
happy la i going out with the old gang of friend
i know this ppl since i was 4 so long friends how
many friendship can last so long and still going
strong .

Bye bye
take care
tata 4 now

GDOP is OK la but the fun part is that 25,000
ppl praying together that is like damn cool
and i enjoy it and me and meh also got pray
4 jacob because he is damn sick and i to be change
and i feel that the lord is talking to me the whole
time and i can sleep damn well yesterday night
but this morning damn tried i reach at 12am
damn tried the whole day but i love GDOP
it is a very wonderful event and i hope i can
make it 4 next year want 31may 2009 and
i hope more ppl can go with me .

today is a freaking tried day 4 me and i fell
asleep in sci class and mrs ho did call me wake
up and than was cpa i got damn piss with my
computer is wass damn slow and i started to
scold the stupid com and than was chi i was
slacking the whole time and than eng was ok
and i got back my eng paper and i did quite
well i got 51/80 and i was 2nd in class i was
quite happy and i totally bet my foe and i was
happy about it and when i look at their face was
damn piss la because they cant beat me haha
i know i damn bad but it is because they alway
make me so unhappy so this is kind of fun looking
at their piss off face and i maybe top in class again
but i not very sure must see my CPA and D&T mark
and i think i can get top and i wish to see my foe piss
off face haha i damn bad la;D but who ask them make
my life so hard in class so it is my turn to make
them and i am damn happy all my old pals can make
it for my birthday and i hope to spend the whole day
with them i call glen and yiting both also say no
damn it la they all so bad and i wanted to spent with
u all but why u all reject me T.T u all make me so sad
:( sob sob T.T nvm i found ppl to spend my brithday with
HAHAHA
dont care u all
joking la
bb
take care
and all of u get well soon
:D

today is mother day i did not even wish my mother happy mother day at all
because i have a very bad fight with her on monday so hack care i will be going
4 GDOP yeah damn looking forward it la shit i forgot to bring my shorts back for
the shop shit nvm hack care i will be meeting fish at kallang mrt at 6 i better get
something to eat later and i hope me and fish can enjoy hahah

today damn sian but maybe later can be fun
and i will be go out with my old pal shi kai ,jia yu, kah heng
we all haven been meeting since shi kai father pass away
and i hope this time we all can enjoy and its my brithday i hope
u all can spend till 12am with me.

this year i am going to spend my birthday will my old pal
i call some other friend but they all say not free so sad and
i call glen and yt to come along but both of them say can not
so sad T.T but at least got my old pals haha ^^ i hope u all
enjoy to day beacuse it is mother and GDOP haha
take care
BB

yesterday i was damn sick in sch but i still
force myself to go on and i pull through
and i after sch i when home to rest
till 4.30 then i meet tze fook and
we all when to Ronald house 4 class
bbq over there at first was quite
boring but later when qy and the
other guys came it was mad they
throw naka and muzz in to the pool
and i nearly get throw down to
luckily i was sick so i got away and
i told them next time i not sick u all
can throw me down i dont mind
haha

i was a mad bbq after all
i enjoy it and i hope
the next time more
ppl will come and i am
looking foward 4 GDOP
trm i with be going with
fish hahaha


































sian i when home at 2.45pm and i reach home
at 3.20pm than i start to bath and i when to sleep
till 7+ pm and i start to chat with my friend and
now u see my blogging i got damn bored the
whole day

trm is d&t day i have to workshop the damn day
sian sain



life is like a big test that god have set 4 us i know god is testing me but why must the gave me so many hard life test in my life i really dont know why can anyone tell me why must i fall in love trap
why did i like a girl that is so emo and she is making me so super emo too or should i said i have been emo since pri 6 when PLSE started to cut my own body this kind of pain on my body is no longer pain by it has becoming a habit and a way out from all the pain i go through in sch and in my
own life but time have change i am trying to change but it is damn hard this my first week not cutting my own body although i when through alot of pain but i put all the pain in my heart and lock in up but sometime i ask myself how long can this lock last and wat will happen when this lock is unlock will i go back the same way where i started or will i do something even more stupid i really dont know i hope i can find a better way than lock up and my pain or but cutting away from my pain who can help me will i be left aside and die i really hope someone can tell me how to live my life in a pain free life i am willing to do anything 4 that kind of life when no pain is in my body.

why do i fall in love with her she is someone that is so cute but why have i fall in love with her and why is she so cut and emo at the same time this sux to the core but i will have to bear all
this pain because i like why is love so painful why someone tell me WHY???????

let stop blogging about all my pain let my tell more about my happy things that have happen the
past week i score 91 for my sci and i pass my eng oral this a few thing that make me quite happy
and i got a job at bb hq i can start work when all my exam is over and i am happy maybe after all my exam i will tell her that i have abit of feeling for her but this will have to wait till her exam is over too i hope by then i can tell her face to face and i am try to get ready to get no as an ans i hope this few month can be a good time to tune myself to that mode and i am also thinking wat am i going to do after i leave sec school i have some plan but all have to wait till my N is over and c how much i score and than i can fix my plan and get ready for my next step of my life and try to get over her if she said no and go on with my own life .

still got 12 more days till my birthday i am waiting
quite emo awaiting my birthday it feel like the worst
birthday ever in my life .


Ya 14 more days till my birthday i damn happy
yesterday i got back my sci paper i totally beat
the bitch of my class la i score 91/100 i totally
shocking to my la i was damn happy i came back to rest
than i when out at 6 to meet my friend i when out with
them till 1 am i got to take a cab home my mother was
try to call my hp but it die after two hour i when out
so my mother waited till 1.30am to help me open the door
la i feel abit the sorry 4 making my mother waiting 4 me
it is one of the few time i go out till so late la so my
mother also never scold me.
lucky me haha

This my 4th day not cutting my ownself i think this time
i can really stop cutting myself thx to LORD,jia yu,glen,david,fish
i really cant stop with out u all pull my through this hard time it is still
a long way 4 me to get fully heal i know u all will be walking with
me and when i get fully heal i will start to healing my friend who r still
hurt and bring god word into they life and letting god heal them and at the same time letting god heal my love one i hope god can her into Christ and i hope that she will not hurt herself anymore.