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my life is in a big big mess because i fall in love with my friend so now i am try to get it right but it take time i am trying to forget her in my life but she is in my school so when i see her i feel alot of pain going through my body and i feel like tell her how i feel about her but it will not work lo .
MY WISH
- wallet
- (2 by 2) rubies cube
- (4 by 4) rubies cube
- founder award
- james PATTERSON book
- more book
- grow taller
- all A1 in my study
- new shoe
- crumpler
- oversea with all my good friend
- more pocket money
- a new handphone
- a whole new life
- hope that all my friend is happy
- bring more friend into GOD arm
- stop cuttting my own body
- a new mp3
- finding my love one
- getting the gust to tell her
- black hoody
- leaving this painful place
- join the lord in his kingdom
i really hope that there is a pain killer that can remove
all my pain i know u all may think that i am dumb right
a pain killer that can remove all the pain in our life but
i am going through a really painful time and i found a
way to remove my pain but the thing i do is to cut my own
body but my friend is stopping me and i lost my pain killer
how do i get another pain killer ?? can anyone tell me
i know is damn dumb to cut my ownself but do u all know
wat kind to pain i go through and why i cut myself and pls
dont think that i cut is for fun and its cool to cut that kind
of things never make me cut i only cut because i am in
too much pain and i wan to remove all the pain by cutting
away all my pain and leaving a carefree life how nice can it
be .
my life is in the progress of changing and i am going
through more pain that before and not alot of ppl
can understand my pain and my thinking and i wan to leave
all the pain in the past and look forward but sometime
it hurt me more .
anyway is feel better after all i have share and i dont
hope u all can understand because u all are not me and
u can never understand my pain and all i hope is that
gave me some space to breath and to realx and to runway
from my pain and stop making fun of me and let me be
OK
thx so so much
i know u all wan to help
but not all the thing u can
help by doing all this thing
u hurt me more just leave
me alone and i will be just
find when i nid ur help i
will find u
OK
TAKE CARE
AND
BYE BYE
!!!!!!!I WAN I PAIN FREE LIFE!!!!!
Thursday, May 8, 2008
7:57 PM
shit some of my classmate found out
that i cut my hand and that aloy keep
telling everyone and i to keep it between
my best friend only but it some how got
out of hand after i start blogging although
i like to blog because it is like someone i
can talk to but some of my classmate found
my blog and start to read it and start to tell
everyone damn asshol* la i hate that .
toady was ok everything felt like pain but
i can take it and my friend come and try
to take away my pain but all of them fail
and i am aways hiding away from my problem
and i dont wan think about it and do anything
about it .
that i cut my hand and that aloy keep
telling everyone and i to keep it between
my best friend only but it some how got
out of hand after i start blogging although
i like to blog because it is like someone i
can talk to but some of my classmate found
my blog and start to read it and start to tell
everyone damn asshol* la i hate that .
toady was ok everything felt like pain but
i can take it and my friend come and try
to take away my pain but all of them fail
and i am aways hiding away from my problem
and i dont wan think about it and do anything
about it .
!!!!!!! I WAN TO HAVE A PAIN FREE LIFE !!!!!
i really hope that there is a pain killer that can remove
all my pain i know u all may think that i am dumb right
a pain killer that can remove all the pain in our life but
i am going through a really painful time and i found a
way to remove my pain but the thing i do is to cut my own
body but my friend is stopping me and i lost my pain killer
how do i get another pain killer ?? can anyone tell me
i know is damn dumb to cut my ownself but do u all know
wat kind to pain i go through and why i cut myself and pls
dont think that i cut is for fun and its cool to cut that kind
of things never make me cut i only cut because i am in
too much pain and i wan to remove all the pain by cutting
away all my pain and leaving a carefree life how nice can it
be .
my life is in the progress of changing and i am going
through more pain that before and not alot of ppl
can understand my pain and my thinking and i wan to leave
all the pain in the past and look forward but sometime
it hurt me more .
anyway is feel better after all i have share and i dont
hope u all can understand because u all are not me and
u can never understand my pain and all i hope is that
gave me some space to breath and to realx and to runway
from my pain and stop making fun of me and let me be
OK
thx so so much
i know u all wan to help
but not all the thing u can
help by doing all this thing
u hurt me more just leave
me alone and i will be just
find when i nid ur help i
will find u
OK
TAKE CARE
AND
BYE BYE
!!!!!!!I WAN I PAIN FREE LIFE!!!!!