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my life is in a big big mess because i fall in love with my friend so now i am try to get it right but it take time i am trying to forget her in my life but she is in my school so when i see her i feel alot of pain going through my body and i feel like tell her how i feel about her but it will not work lo .
MY WISH
- wallet
- (2 by 2) rubies cube
- (4 by 4) rubies cube
- founder award
- james PATTERSON book
- more book
- grow taller
- all A1 in my study
- new shoe
- crumpler
- oversea with all my good friend
- more pocket money
- a new handphone
- a whole new life
- hope that all my friend is happy
- bring more friend into GOD arm
- stop cuttting my own body
- a new mp3
- finding my love one
- getting the gust to tell her
- black hoody
- leaving this painful place
- join the lord in his kingdom
i just ccome back from the two camp and
it sux not because of the camp but the
ppl that have hurt me through the camp it
sux la .
i try to keep it to myself but i fail because
when i try to leave my friends away from
me but they come and find me and when they
did that i feel damn touch but i cant tell them at
all i am scare if i told them about my pain i will
hurt them .
i am sorry my friends that i have to leave u all alone
for so long i am just try to think through wat have i done
in this 4 years in bb and why did i work so hard for wat.
when i alone i think through alot of thing and i try to calm
myself down and try to be less emo .
why must that bb office hurt me so much and it must be on my
last day that he have hurt me to the core of the core and it make
me think through have i been that useless and why must he keep
hurting me.
why did i work so hard for this 1and the half year and wat did i get?
why must the person i look up to hurt me the most by do a unfair pick?
why must i keep living in this world ?
why cant i die ?
why keep me in this painful world?
why must the world keep hurting over and over again?
why must all this things fall on me only?
why did i landed up in this world?
why must this world be unfair to me and all the ppl that have been unfair?
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
10:35 PM
i just ccome back from the two camp and
it sux not because of the camp but the
ppl that have hurt me through the camp it
sux la .
i try to keep it to myself but i fail because
when i try to leave my friends away from
me but they come and find me and when they
did that i feel damn touch but i cant tell them at
all i am scare if i told them about my pain i will
hurt them .
i am sorry my friends that i have to leave u all alone
for so long i am just try to think through wat have i done
in this 4 years in bb and why did i work so hard for wat.
when i alone i think through alot of thing and i try to calm
myself down and try to be less emo .
why must that bb office hurt me so much and it must be on my
last day that he have hurt me to the core of the core and it make
me think through have i been that useless and why must he keep
hurting me.
why did i work so hard for this 1and the half year and wat did i get?
why must the person i look up to hurt me the most by do a unfair pick?
why must i keep living in this world ?
why cant i die ?
why keep me in this painful world?
why must the world keep hurting over and over again?
why must all this things fall on me only?
why did i landed up in this world?
why must this world be unfair to me and all the ppl that have been unfair?