Thursday, June 5, 2008
4:08 PM
I saw a dr yesterday i was scold by the dr
she said i can die when i was hiking she
said the virse can att my heart and i
can die but nvm i dont mind dieing
too.
Life is painful i really dont mind
to die but jacob u must help
me tell her wat i told u to
ok i am not being emo
i wan to be free from all
pain around me and the only way
i know is by ending my life by doing
this it will end all my pain once and
for all i told u before if i leave this
world u MUST tell her it not i
will not RIP ok .
But when i leave i will not tell anyone
i wan ppl to forget me and i only
wan her to remember me and
it maybe a stupid thing to do
but it is me and u r not me
u will nv go through wat i
when through and when i leave
dont be sad i am with the lord and
i am pain free so be happy for me
ok.
I should stop said emo things
i must enjoy the times i hv
with u all my friends and
the person that i like.
DONT worry i will not
cut myself anymore
i hv stop cutting
but the next time
i get hurt i will
leave for good
and dont miss
me ok
Be Strong And Live On
Labels: Life is to painful to go on sometimes feel like ending it for good