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my life is in a big big mess because i fall in love with my friend so now i am try to get it right but it take time i am trying to forget her in my life but she is in my school so when i see her i feel alot of pain going through my body and i feel like tell her how i feel about her but it will not work lo .
MY WISH
- wallet
- (2 by 2) rubies cube
- (4 by 4) rubies cube
- founder award
- james PATTERSON book
- more book
- grow taller
- all A1 in my study
- new shoe
- crumpler
- oversea with all my good friend
- more pocket money
- a new handphone
- a whole new life
- hope that all my friend is happy
- bring more friend into GOD arm
- stop cuttting my own body
- a new mp3
- finding my love one
- getting the gust to tell her
- black hoody
- leaving this painful place
- join the lord in his kingdom
Today after sch when to c mr mark
and after that rush home to change and
when to the hospital to vist my grandmother
i feel damn sad when i c her so sick.I almost
cry but i did not cos if i cry she will cry i hv
to be strong cos my whole family is damn
stress up over my grandmother sickness
and i hv to look after myself well so that
i dont add anymore stress on to them .
Trm is founders award dinner i am going
to be in the speech i dont feel really that
happy cos my grandmother sickness i
also think about not going for the founders
dinner but my mother wans me to go cos
this only going to happen once in life time
and after thinking about i said ok i shall go.
i just found out that someone i call my best friend
can forget wat i told her and almost waste my alot of money
and time. this really teach me nv to plan thing early
cos it may not work out like u hv planed at all and u may
even turn out to be like me almost spend alot of money
on someone that u trust and love and just wanted to
to do something but it look likes i am just wasting my
time my money on it so from now on i am not going to
plan for any of my bfs birthday cos it maybe the same.
a heavy price to pay to learn a big lesson
i will nv plan anymore party for my best friend
cos i am scare it will ever turn out to be like this
sorry joshua i wanted to bring to somewhere to
hv ur birthday but it looks like now no more
SORRY JOSHUA.
LORD HELP ME GIVE ME THE POWER AND
THE WILL TO FINISH THIS RACE.
Friday, July 25, 2008
11:42 PM
Today after sch when to c mr mark
and after that rush home to change and
when to the hospital to vist my grandmother
i feel damn sad when i c her so sick.I almost
cry but i did not cos if i cry she will cry i hv
to be strong cos my whole family is damn
stress up over my grandmother sickness
and i hv to look after myself well so that
i dont add anymore stress on to them .
Trm is founders award dinner i am going
to be in the speech i dont feel really that
happy cos my grandmother sickness i
also think about not going for the founders
dinner but my mother wans me to go cos
this only going to happen once in life time
and after thinking about i said ok i shall go.
i just found out that someone i call my best friend
can forget wat i told her and almost waste my alot of money
and time. this really teach me nv to plan thing early
cos it may not work out like u hv planed at all and u may
even turn out to be like me almost spend alot of money
on someone that u trust and love and just wanted to
to do something but it look likes i am just wasting my
time my money on it so from now on i am not going to
plan for any of my bfs birthday cos it maybe the same.
a heavy price to pay to learn a big lesson
i will nv plan anymore party for my best friend
cos i am scare it will ever turn out to be like this
sorry joshua i wanted to bring to somewhere to
hv ur birthday but it looks like now no more
SORRY JOSHUA.
LORD HELP ME GIVE ME THE POWER AND
THE WILL TO FINISH THIS RACE.