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my life is in a big big mess because i fall in love with my friend so now i am try to get it right but it take time i am trying to forget her in my life but she is in my school so when i see her i feel alot of pain going through my body and i feel like tell her how i feel about her but it will not work lo .
MY WISH
- wallet
- (2 by 2) rubies cube
- (4 by 4) rubies cube
- founder award
- james PATTERSON book
- more book
- grow taller
- all A1 in my study
- new shoe
- crumpler
- oversea with all my good friend
- more pocket money
- a new handphone
- a whole new life
- hope that all my friend is happy
- bring more friend into GOD arm
- stop cuttting my own body
- a new mp3
- finding my love one
- getting the gust to tell her
- black hoody
- leaving this painful place
- join the lord in his kingdom
Friday, September 26, 2008
7:43 PM
Today wake up at 5am to bath and around 5.30 took 93 down to
get mac for breadfast after getting the breadfast took a cab down
to cos i scare i will be late to meet yiting at sch so i waste money
to take a cab out but when i reach sch i got a call from her and
she say she will be coming and i belive her but i waited for almost
a hr and when she come i ask why is she late and she told me is
becos of nic tan i got damn piss.
i woke up so ealy and come to sch to meet u for breadfast becos
this is the very last time i am getting to meet u as a ur sch mate
after today i know our chances of meeting each other will be very
hard so i wanted to have a finial breadfast with u but the out come
is not wat i image it to be but it turn out to be the totally diff.
i am damn sad and angry
i when to math class i was totally off i was thinking wat happen
and i even got scolded by mr lim for not forcing in class .
i was totally down till i meet mr mark and he talk to me
and he ask me what happen why do i look so sad and piss
and i told him wat happen and he told me keep my cool
and think wat i wan to and dont let anger get the better
of me and if i dont talk to her she will feel very sad and
her exam is also coming i should also think about her.
after talking with mr mark i think for a long time wat should
i do just keep being angry and play cold toward her but if i did
she will not be able to forces on her studys so after a long think
i make a chose to talk to her and cool myself to talk to her.
i only reson i am forgiving her is becos she is my best friend
and i love her i dont wan her to lose focers in her studys
so that why i forgive her.
yiting - today i came to sch with a happy mood but as the time
pass my heart sink to the bottom cos i know that u r surly with
nic and u will miss our breadfast meeting i know u dont mean it
is that guy.
when i was waiting i ask myself why cant u make the abit selfish
move is our meet not impoten at all is that guy more impoten then
our friendship i was asking myself this qus over and over again
and i broke down after i left u cos i know i am nv going to get to
have a breadfast with u nv more cos today is my very last day
and even now i am still very down but i dont want u to be unhappy
so i did wat i should do i hope u r happy but i know am not at all
but i forgive u
T.T MY HEART IS BLEEDING NOW T.T
FEELING MORE PAINFUL THEN
BEFORE
get mac for breadfast after getting the breadfast took a cab down
to cos i scare i will be late to meet yiting at sch so i waste money
to take a cab out but when i reach sch i got a call from her and
she say she will be coming and i belive her but i waited for almost
a hr and when she come i ask why is she late and she told me is
becos of nic tan i got damn piss.
i woke up so ealy and come to sch to meet u for breadfast becos
this is the very last time i am getting to meet u as a ur sch mate
after today i know our chances of meeting each other will be very
hard so i wanted to have a finial breadfast with u but the out come
is not wat i image it to be but it turn out to be the totally diff.
i am damn sad and angry
i when to math class i was totally off i was thinking wat happen
and i even got scolded by mr lim for not forcing in class .
i was totally down till i meet mr mark and he talk to me
and he ask me what happen why do i look so sad and piss
and i told him wat happen and he told me keep my cool
and think wat i wan to and dont let anger get the better
of me and if i dont talk to her she will feel very sad and
her exam is also coming i should also think about her.
after talking with mr mark i think for a long time wat should
i do just keep being angry and play cold toward her but if i did
she will not be able to forces on her studys so after a long think
i make a chose to talk to her and cool myself to talk to her.
i only reson i am forgiving her is becos she is my best friend
and i love her i dont wan her to lose focers in her studys
so that why i forgive her.
yiting - today i came to sch with a happy mood but as the time
pass my heart sink to the bottom cos i know that u r surly with
nic and u will miss our breadfast meeting i know u dont mean it
is that guy.
when i was waiting i ask myself why cant u make the abit selfish
move is our meet not impoten at all is that guy more impoten then
our friendship i was asking myself this qus over and over again
and i broke down after i left u cos i know i am nv going to get to
have a breadfast with u nv more cos today is my very last day
and even now i am still very down but i dont want u to be unhappy
so i did wat i should do i hope u r happy but i know am not at all
but i forgive u
T.T MY HEART IS BLEEDING NOW T.T
FEELING MORE PAINFUL THEN
BEFORE