Saturday, September 6, 2008
3:07 PM
yesterday night i cant sleep at all i am damn tired i only
sleep around 6 am and i woke up at 10.30 am i was late
meeting Charmaine at ikea to buy amber birthday gift
lucky i was late like 10mins only but i feel abit bad than
after meeting Charmaine we when to TIMES the bookstore
and look around and then we start shopping at anchorpoint
we when to some weird shops to look around and i kind of
enjoy myself cos charmaine is a total retard keep making me
happy thank u so much for making me happy.
i have been happy since friday i have been really emo
where i even think of just jumping down and i almost
cut myself lucky my mother stop me i have been totally
down.
NOW I AM IN FEAR AND PAIN
I AM SO LOST NOW
I WAN U ALL BACK
MY GREATS FEAR OF MY LIFE
IS COMING TRUE
MY LIFE IS HEADING TO ONE
ENDING AND THAT IS *****