Sunday, November 9, 2008
3:21 AM
After a good day resting i got alot of bad bad news
i dont why is this happening and i cant help at
all.
today i recived a call from brandon tan and he
told me that 2 boys nv go and 2 boy got send back
home and out of the 4 of them 3 of them is
my student i always think my student r the
best and they will not give up till the very end
i dont know why have they give up on founders
i wonder have they all forgot wat have i thought
them u all r the wan the follow me through the
hard time part of BB and that is NDP.
have u all forgot the hard work we put into working
and our best in NDP07.
as i say before i am nv going to give up on them but
now they r giving up themselves and they all doing it behind
my back wat is this man. here am i trying my very best
helping u all there r u all throwing away all my hard work
i dont think this is fair to me.
i once told all the boys that went 4 NDP07 if u nid any help
call me and i will help u guys have u all forgot i really dont know
wat to comment on u guys haven u guys learn anything from me
u make me so disappointed in u guys.
i dont think tonight i can sleep at all althought i know is stupid cos
the things have happen but my mind keep thinking about it i am
sad not becos u all r not getting founders anymore i am sad why
have u all give up and why u all nv fight till the very end.
a very big hit for me today and i dont how many more is going to
come but all i know is i must stand firm keep every going cos there is
still ppl on this ship that nid my help.
ppl that have left this ship i still welcome u back on this ship cos there
is still hope dont give up cos i am nv going to give up on u cos even when
the ship is sinking the captain cant leave unless he is sure that everyone
have left the ship that is being a good captain.