Tuesday, December 2, 2008
7:39 AM
After yesterday work when to buy joshua birthday gift
and we bought this damn cool thing called pokerchips
and me,glen and yiting bought for joshua cos his birthday
was trm.
yesterday after watching a Chanel 8 show at 8 pm i dont wat
is the name of that show but it really touch my heart and after
watching the show i told my dad i dont wan to do for the BB camp
i dont know why there is this weird feeling in my heart that is telling
me that i should not go for the bb camp.
i dont why i have been looking forward for it but now i wan to redraw from
it i also dont why i just feel very guilt i can have fun and the other r working
like mad i dont like that kind of feeling at all lets hope i can try and let go that
feeling for now.
my heart is aching but i dont know really why :X