today is the first day of CNY
i had a great day when around singapore
visting all the ppl so fun.

yesterday night again a super crazy dream
crap wats happening to me man:x
i am super duper freak out is the 2nd night
that i am having about the same dream crap:X

wow i nid to get that stupid dream out off my brains.

ROAR ROAR ROAR

yesterday night i had a totally off night sleeping
i had a super scary dream i nv had such a dream
before it just scares me to the core after i woke up
i just pray and i felt there was peace in my heart.

i nv thought that u would be so import in my life
and if one day that i lost u for good wat will happen
to me really that dream just brought me to think that
should care and love the ppl around me more.

VERY VERY BUSY this week my whole week is pack
up to its bream and i can hardly cop with all the things
that is going on i barely make it man.

i am super drain out and its only Tuesday lord grant
me strength and the will to finish up watever i have
started.

Its more painful to be on the side line watching
ur friends suffer and there is nothing i can do
its just hurt me alot and whenever i am talking
to my friend and they start to breakdown on the
phone or they r lost and dont know wat to do it just
break my hearts into pieces.

LORD I ASK THAT U TAKE OVER ME AND HEAL
MY BROKEN HEART AND AT THE SAME TIME
GUIDE EVERY SINGLES OF MY FRIENDS THAT
IS HAVE TROUBLE WITH MAKE THE RIGHT STEP

AMEN

hmm i kind of miss audrey and kim
since the start of sch i nv talk them
much.

anyway i nid to thanks this two person
alot cos they r the ones who make my
last 3 weeks of my long holiday much
more fun.

i dont wish to loss contact with them cos
good friend hardly come now adays.

anyway may the lord be with them and
bless them in all ways
amen

ppl about 2 more days to prom night
better get all ur things ready cos i have
almost got all my things done.

REALLY REALLY LOOKING FORWARD
4 IT COS I CAN MEET BACK WITH THE
PPL I ONCE U TO C EVERYDAY YEAH
YEAH:D

crap i am getting so high before it even its here
i bet i would be damn crazy that night.

today started off very nice and i get to buy
up all my things and i feel super happy after
i reach home awhole lot of rubbish things happen.

i suddly lost all my joy and i feel like i am going to
break after wat my mother say to me i just felt super
mega HURT and i start to wonder am i even her son
and why is she treating me this way.

why is she acting like this i am asking myself but i
dont have any clue.

LORD help me by guiding me through this time
of hardship that is coming for me and be my shelter
and pull me together no matter wat happen.

today when out with audrey again
she drag me to the library at jp
lucky she brought her macbook
for me yeah at less i get to use the mac
and play with it not so boring like the past
few time we when to the library so freaking
boring for me but not for u i think so cos u
get to draw on me.

trm is a trail i have to face although i am
totally not ready but i still have to face it
crap i just hope its not so rush.

LORD help me pass through this trail for
i myself is weak alone but with u i am strong
so Lord help me pass this trail and bless me
in all ways.

today nv when to dr chew but i will c her very soon and
i will go this time today got something on so nv when haha
lucky today nv very pain.

when out with kim and audrey when to vivo and meet them
and started a long day of shopping from vivo to west mall cool
right.

hmm during our shopping time when also camhore like mad
crap i look damn weird in some pic hmm wan to look at my
funny pic pls go to facebook to take a look hmm but must
wait for audery to upload them man sian.

i am sorry audrey i know u dont wan to c that guy but i also
dont know how to push him away cos he is also my friend and
is not nice ask him dont come when he is on the way in his bike
i am sorry i put u in such a bad spot is my bad ok.
dont be angry and quicky go and finish up all ur homework .

kim wat is wrong with u so low today although i know is very
nice of u the keep me a company today if really u dont wan to
come u can tell me no nid to be so emo la.
ok i promise that the next time we come out i would be damn
nice to u ok lunch is on me ok.

hmm even thought alot of things happen today but i still enjoy
my day haha thank u audrey and kim for keeping me a company
today haha
love both of u deep deep
and may god bless u all ways

walking back were we meet before and thinking alit of u
make me feel alit sour but i know so we can be like last
time in time to come.

time will heal all wound and may the lord bless u and me
in all ways we need help in.

STUPID i have been stuck at home for the past two day
i nid to break free.

so i have meet kim and audrey for my shopping for my
prom night trm but before all the fun things began i will
have to go back and c doctor chew again crap i have been
have gastric pain for the past 3 days and so my mother is
going to force me to c doctor chew again trm sian another
big amount of money going to be spend.

painful is to let go ur past but be strong for i am
always with u no matter wat happens to u believe in the Lord
for he is the only one that can bring peace into ur life let wat has
happen begone in his name.

Lord i ask that u guide my friend to ur kingdom and let my friend
find peace in u and protect my friend from all harm and evil let
my friend put down the past and move on with his live.

DO NOT FEAR, FOR I AM HERE WITH U
GEN 26:24

crap wat is happening to me man i almost
when to meet god today lucky my daddy
found me in pain in my room and quickly
send me into the hospital and i got my
gastric pain under control after a painkiller jab.

wow the just started and sometime this stupid
happen to me but its ok i make it haha

a brand new year. a brand new start