I AM ALMOST BORED TO DEATH R

this 2 day i have done nothing just keep
chating on msn and watching tv super boring
life cos i am very use to being busy now ask me
to sit at home and slack abit cant take the type of
life man it just suck.

super looking forward for the camp on the 6-8 cant
wait for it to come and i am also thinking about going
for Charmain BBQ party but abit not nice if i don't do 4
my own class but i got 4 other class hmm don't know
later call Dorcas and ask her where she got go or not.

i feel so so so hard to find balance between friends and my duty
i like to be in the group but the thing they do sometimes crash
with wat i have to do and i have to pick my duty cos i am force
to as a leader i have to stand firm and do wat is needed for the
task and at the sametime i have to be a good friend and not be
so harsh with them.

i have been asking myself to balance this 2 thing together and
also putting CHRIST in the middle of my life i really dont know
i am lost not becos wat has happen. i am lost cos i dont know how
so solve the problem.

i am really asking GOD to help me to balance my life cos i know with
my own strenght i will not make it.

ok i should blog about more happy things

man today has been a really really busy day for me but i have tried to
enjoy myself in wat i do and i turned out quite fun after beside wat has
happen in sch overall i enjoy the most is the part where played with tang
and marc it was really super fun i have nv played with them so crazy before
but it was 110% fun and i really let go of my problem and worry for that few hr.

i think God has been testing me this week with alot of thing and i guess he will give
me the ans to my problem across the week.

feeling: semi emo

yeah i have pass my phase test but did not do very well
but its ok all i nid to do is work hard man lucky i pass man
if not i will not be able to make it to poly man.

on sat when for BBAQ jp 2009 was like super fun now i am
really starting to put down and enjoy wat am i doing even thought
i am just play a small part in it man.

ok i have think about it and i am going to pon sch on thruday cos
of march camp so this is my very first time poning sch man scary leh.
nvm know god will proved for me.

yes so close to hoilday i can almost c myself free from sch work
and exam.

today i had my m1 phase test is was like super hard and i think i
am going to fail. today i was told that i am send to Malacca to work
over there for 3 weeks i was like ok yeah i am going overseas to work and this is my first time working overseas and end of the year i am going to German to do work attachment cool right
how many ppl can be like me the sch send me here send me there but abit stress when so many ppl look up to me.

guess wat my grandmother is going to be a christian
she told me that she wants to be a christian and she
is really recovering really fast and it is all God power
of healing that was on her that why she was able to
be heal so fast.


I thank GOD for all the help that he have given my
grandmother in the past weeks.


this week had been a super tiring week for me
i am like totally worn out but at less i got alot
of good classmate to bring joy to me.

yesterday was wai kit birthday and we when to
west mall after church and i was wai kit 1st time
eatting subway.

i dont know how to face u anymore.

yesterday when for class teambulid event
it was just a lunch at pizze hut only but the
fun thing is we camhore so much that my cam
has no more space to take anymore pic cool
right.

today was ok

i keep telling myself to hang on but i am quite
tired of hang on with u and all u do is making
me more and more piss off with u only. is like
we live in 2 world now u r not the person that
i know last time.

somehow i have the key to ur brain and know
wat the hack r u think about man.u make me
crazy.

The higher hope for someone the more the person
will hurt u.