wow it been a super long time since i last blog
nvm abt that i have been sick and i just finish awards camp 2009 last
week wow i haven had a hike for along time and it was fun having to hiked with
the sec 1s so small yet keep pushing on and that really something nice to c how the
sec 1s can be push to a new lvl and its good to c that happening in the BB.

i really miss hiking suddenly it remind me of obbd that place is where i hiked in the
forest for some reason i still like that place and it still have that strong roots in my heart
maybe its because of all the stupid thing we do over there mah but now all that is left
is pic and memory sad but that is life.

wow i sound so emo but i am not i am just missing the things i have lost and just maybe i
should let all the past be the past haha nvm abt that.

after the camp when out with audrey to do a HALF and HOUR shopping but in end it became
a 5hr shopping time and i was like half dead and yet i keep moving i also dont know how i did it
but it was crazy and fun.

the next day i was like crap i cant walk + i am sick wow its the worst feeling ever man totally shack to the core but later it got better and i when out with her and it was a time of sharing
i kind of open my heart and share my life with her and i haven done that for a long long time
and it feel really great ILU my gosh i say it out man i haven told her that before but i guess she know dont really say i love u so much now adays i am doing it not by word but by action and i find that better. i guess haha

that all for now